Sunday, July 29, 2007
A bundle of stuff
Alright, i'am gonna update a little about life before
Appearance of Desire (Part 2)...
Have been really busy with lots of stuff especially the recent Musical...
Thank God , Its finally over but i had fun...
I think Region A really did a great job this time...
Now that its over, probably gonna concentrate on school and work again to keep myself busy...
Just came back from a wedding dinner...
Well, there goes another happy couple...All the best to them...
Oh ya, i am freaking proud to say
" I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO TIE A TIE!!!!"I know its no big deal to most people but i'am happy because no one really taught me...
I went online before the dinner and learnt it all by myself...
It only took me 5 mins by the way....Wooohooo...
Alright, thats about it, school's tomorrow...
I better discipline myself and stop skipping school...
Last week's attendence was 2/5...
This week gonna be 5/5
I HOPE....
5 more days and I shall be ready for prison...lol..
* Shit happens but so what? We all fail at some point or the other....Be strong!!!*
I wrote to you
11:24 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Appearence of Desire (Part 1)
Anatomy of Missing
Drinking coke
There is a certain pleasure while being alone, in behaving or doing something in a way that the loved object enjoys (e.g. drinking coke when one does not usually fancy it). By absorbing the other’s pleasure as one’s own, one enjoys a momentary union of the bodies of the self and the other.
More surrogates
The attraction of the “bad boy” (a.k.a “bastard”) as a loved object consist in: wishing to go against general expectations of decorum; embracing one’s primitive instincts; being gently reminded of one’s abusive or negligent father, and, secretly desiring to tame both of them at once.
Rigor Mortis
The lover who fixes his relative role in the relationship will feel something amiss when the other behaves outside of his designated role. For example, the lover who usually plays the role of the “father figure” to his more “child like” partner may panic when the latter suddenly behaves “fatherly” such as being logical, disciplinarian, silent or calm. When this happens, the sense of relative superiority that he has always been in possession of falters.
Surrogate Mothers
We spend our entire life seeking surrogate mothers. In some of us or at times, these could come in the form of dates, flings or even eventual partners. In others or at times, we ourselves play surrogate mothers, especially when someone reminds us of having being left alone. The desire for the other comprises, in part, the wish to console the child who panicked upon the discovering his mother was missing.
I can't help but agree to these. Do you?
I wrote to you
11:11 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Lesson Learned
Today i'm gonna blog about an incident...Nothing extraordinary but it somehow made me think and reflect...Was on my way home just now when i saw a old and blind couple waiting for the bus at the bus stop...Apparently, they were waiting for the same bus as i am...So i observed them all the way till i alighted...By looking at them, i cant help but feel for them... I mean despite their handicap, they are SO independent..They didn't wallow in their own misery but even work and make a living for themselves by selling tissue paper...I really admire their courage...I tried to imagine myself blind, doubt i'll survive as well as they do...Why don't you people try closing ur eyes all the way from the minute you step on the bus and predict your bus stop?Seriously, its far from easy...Because most of you might just probably fall asleep...Anyway, what I learn from this is to thank God and cherish what i have...Sad to say that some of us, including myself sometimes grumble how misfortunate we are or why certain things happen...Maybe its time we should all wake up and start looking at our own lives...*I really want to but am stopping myself...Check out " The Diary"...*
I wrote to you
11:21 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Happy Worry
Damn, seriously i deserve to be killed...I really don't like the way i feel man...I can be happy and all and when the slightest ambiguity presents itself , i get all worried...A word, a sentence ..blah...Little stuff...Goodness, am i just weird or what?I'am like kinda certain for awhile then the next thing i'am wondering again...Crap, doubt this kinda reaction will ever go away...Thats something i'am certain about...Pfft...
I wrote to you
1:06 AM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Passion
It all starts with passion...
The fundamental of all love...
Happiness as i have said is short lived...
Anyway if you have 71 mins to spare, do take time to check this out...
Pretty cool video about love and all...--->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8rRFFi_stY <----
Lesson learned: Its the desire to accomplish and sometimes the process outweighs the outcome!
I wrote to you
11:50 PM